Hey all !! Finally, I have time to post something on my blog. Coz, this 2 weeks is lot of exams I must do. You can see the schedule on my last posting.
Here, I wanna tell you about this strange week. About boys who I have crush on them ..
One of my friend—It’s hard to tell you about his characteristic because if I write on this post, all people will realise and know who’s the boy I mean—of course he is a boy ! He’s became strange, why? Cause his sms to me is different from last time, he use a “secret word” that he don’t want me to know.
I was wondered what is the word.For first time, I didn’t want to know coz i think maybe he just want to joke with me. But for the second time, I really really curious. You know? When somebody change his personality, not like ussually he was but it’s very different !!!
My feeling started to “work”. I guess he has ‘something’ to me but I don’t know what! Until this day !
Then, this day is my lucky day !!!! I had some clues about him !!! My friends talk about him behind me who was sitting in front of them. I acted like I don’t care what they were talking about. But actually my ears are very very sensitive. I can and I will hear what they was talking about when I catch the “main-word”/”key-word” that is related to me. And I hear his name mentioned. My ears suddenly watchful and start to hear what they said.
AND I KNOW, WHETER IT’S GOSSIP OR NOT, BUT HE IS LIKE SOMEONE !!! I WONDER THAT’S NOT ME !!
But, even I try to not to think about that, I can’t ! And I catch him sometimes he was looked at me ! OMG, please !! I don’t want to have a crush with boy again ! too many boys I had crush on ! Here’s the list :
****** ******** <3
******** ******* ********
***** **** ********
AND HIM !
Please please please, I hope I was wrong ! I hope he will act normally again ! not like now ! ARRRRGHHH !!!
Why I must have this in love diease ? *endah’s words*
Why I must have crush to all these boys ?
Why in the hell I have ALL THIS THINGS IN MY LIFE?
I hope it can be a color in whole my life and it could be my lesson in teh future of my life ..
That’s all from today post, I’m sorry if my english is bad...